{"id":1122,"date":"2009-11-29T18:28:00","date_gmt":"2009-11-29T18:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/2009\/11\/29\/losing-things\/"},"modified":"2009-11-29T18:28:00","modified_gmt":"2009-11-29T18:28:00","slug":"losing-things","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/2009\/11\/29\/losing-things\/","title":{"rendered":"Losing things"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>We went out for dinner tonight, and then Starr asked to swing by the thrift store, and that just about wiped me out. I have to build up some stamina in the next week or so, because I&#8217;ll probably be heading back to work shortly thereafter. Must exercise more.<\/p>\n<p>When I went in for the surgery, I weighed about 197 pounds, which is not especially unhealthy for my size and build, but it&#8217;s not trim either. I weighed myself today and I&#8217;m about 180, which is much better if I can keep it there while building my strength back up. Still, this is not a recommended weight loss plan.<\/p>\n<p>I remember going in for the surgery, a little later than we&#8217;d thought as I&#8217;d misread the schedule &#8211; 11:00 was the report time, not the surgery time. I lay in pre-op getting more and more nervous until it came time for them to put in the epidural needle. According to Starr, I was conscious and lucid for several minutes after that, but I have no memory of it &#8211; they warned me that was likely.<\/p>\n<p>My next memory is of awaking briefly in post-op, and dry heaving twice. I always have a rough time coming out of general anesthetic, which was part of the reason for the epidural &#8211; the heaves went away much quicker. After that, next thing I knew I was in my room and Starr was with me.<\/p>\n<p>Much of the next week is blurred. I hate what narcotic pain medications do to my head &#8211; I would drop off for a two-hour uneasy nap, awaken, crane my neck to see the clock, and realize that only twenty minutes had passed. At least once, friends came by to see me and I didn&#8217;t remember that until long after getting home, when evidence was produced. Sometimes, even when I hurt a bit, I&#8217;d avoid activating the &#8216;as needed&#8217; medication pump simply because I didn&#8217;t want to go back to the fog.<\/p>\n<p>They did have to move me to another room once, as we had a bit of a monsoon storm here on the coast, and one of the walls sprung a leak! A couple of millimeters of water collected behind my bed and they realized I had to go. After that, no further moves.<\/p>\n<p>Entertainment was thin. The hospital TV showed about twenty channels, none of which showed any programming which interested me. Though I had wireless access, most everything but email was blocked including the social networking sites I&#8217;d planned to use to keep people updated. Oh, I know ways around that, but the fog kept me from doing much with that knowledge. Thank goodness I had Starr to keep me company or I might have gone more insane than I am now.<\/p>\n<p>More in a later entry. I just want to write some of this down before the fog claims it completely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We went out for dinner tonight, and then Starr asked to swing by the thrift store, and that just about wiped me out. I have to build up some stamina in the next week or so, because I&#8217;ll probably be heading back to work shortly thereafter. Must exercise more. 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