Lord Bitweaver’s\u00a0Journal, 3rd of Colddark, 716<\/p>\n
Once again, I woke up a bundle of nerves. When Roxy suggested, \u201cTime to get out of bed?\u201d my knee-jerk response was \u201cWhat\u2019s in it for me?\u201d<\/p>\n
Some lunch helped a bit of course, as it always does, and a couple hours of the afternoon wasted away before we realized it was time to run errands. I have to fill my gas tank far less often now thanks to my five-minute commute, but it eventually gets low, and Costco had a great price today. A small grocery stop later, and it was time for dinner. McCormick sloppy joes, which weren\u2019t bad.<\/p>\n
But today was going to be an afternoon of relaxing, so I loaded up a alpha test video game I\u2019d been invited into\u2026 and they were shut down for the holidays. Okay, fine, I loaded up my second favorite tension-killer game\u2026 only to discover I\u2019d found a sudden ramp-up in the campaign difficulty, dying again and again. I finally said to hell with it. Never mind tension relief.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m a bundle of nerves these days. If it weren\u2019t for my brain meds, I\u2019d be non-functional; as it is, I\u2019m slowly losing joy in many of the things that made life happier. Usually it\u2019s because they all require massive outlay of resources on my part that I just don\u2019t have at the moment. I don\u2019t have a solution right now, though clearly I\u2019ll have to find one. One trip to a mental hospital was more than enough for me, thanks.<\/p>\n
Work tomorrow. I\u2019m almost thankful.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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