Lord Bitweaver\u2019s Journal, 6th of Colddark, 716<\/p>\n
I\u2019m barely keeping my eyes open before bed tonight. Another long hard-working day at the bit mines has caught up with me. Roxy and I also headed out after work to meet a friend for some (delicious) Greek dinner and an exchange of items that had to go to various cons. The food and the company were both top-notch; nothing to complain about there except maybe the hour’s drive to meet\u00a0them halfway.<\/p>\n
Emotionally, all over the place tonight. One moment I\u2019m feeling empowered by my personal projects, the next fatalistic. I\u2019ve been feeling a lot that for every moment of fun I get to have lately, I\u2019ve been spending hours of responsibility and anxiety; and the imbalance is affecting my outlook a bit. Roxy agrees that we need to make some changes; of course, as I mentioned, I\u2019ll be talking to a doctor about my chemical balance ASAP.<\/p>\n
But Roxy thinks we could also use a vacation, a real one where we don\u2019t even watch the budget carefully. I\u2019m all in favor of course, but it will be quite some time before we can afford anything like that, so it\u2019s being filed under \u201cpipe dream\u201d for the time being.<\/p>\n
Hope the morning\u2019s warmer tomorrow. Nearly froze my face off in 22-degree weather this morning, and managed to lose my gloves today to boot. I honestly miss the 75-degree weather we were having around Christmas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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