Lord Bitweaver\u2019s Journal, 12th of Colddark, 716 \u2014<\/p>\n
Another day of working my ass off at the bit mines. My team lead even noticed how wobbly I was by later afternoon, and it\u2019s a damn good thing I haven\u2019t had to make any truly critical decisions today after about 4pm or so. I\u2019m really proud of my work there, and so far I\u2019m still taking the hard work as a challenge to my abilities. I don\u2019t think anyone there wants to take it to abusive overwork any more than I do.<\/p>\n
Preparing for MarsCon. Tonight I’ve compiled “Morphic Event”, another new playlist of driving music for the trip. Selections include the kickass Macross Delta end theme, and of course some carefully-chosen David Bowie. You know, I traditionally wear something pretty and shiny on Saturday night at the con, but had almost planned to skip that this year because I wasn\u2019t feeling especially flamboyant. Then Bowie passed away, and I thought \u201cIf he\u2019d been my friend, he\u2019d have wanted me to be my genderqueer, leg-flaunting self this weekend.\u201d So, tomorrow I\u2019ll be picking out something short and shiny that doesn\u2019t show too badly the weight I\u2019ve gained this year. Speaking of performances, I intend to spend some time tomorrow learning my lines for the Luna-C show. I\u2019m good at learning them Friday night, but I\u2019d much rather be enjoying the con.<\/p>\n
That\u2019s pretty much it for today: a hard day\u2019s work, dinner and some quiet time, then some music-mixing creativity. After I post this, I\u2019ve got some Managlitch tweaking to do. I\u2019m late posting my New Year\u2019s episode; part of my slow pace is general stress making me not want to spend energy on anything but being a slug, but part of it is my anxieties trying to keep me from the keyboard, keep me from setting aside the time to work on my ideas because it\u2019s selfish or something. I especially want to unlearn that latter, but that is also slow work. Dammit.<\/p>\n
The journaling helps. So, here\u2019s the latest.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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