{"id":650,"date":"2007-08-01T19:05:00","date_gmt":"2007-08-01T19:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/2007\/08\/01\/pushing-words-through-the-mush-in-my-skull\/"},"modified":"2007-08-01T19:05:00","modified_gmt":"2007-08-01T19:05:00","slug":"pushing-words-through-the-mush-in-my-skull","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/2007\/08\/01\/pushing-words-through-the-mush-in-my-skull\/","title":{"rendered":"Pushing words through the mush in my skull"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I mentioned in a Friends-locked entry a few days ago that my father passed away over the weekend. I locked it because I didn&#8217;t know almost anything about the situation at the time, and because I wasn&#8217;t quite ready to share publically before I talked to all the family. They all know now, and I know more about the circumstances. There&#8217;s no need to share much besides the facts that it was apparently natural and quick.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m kind of a mess right now, though I don&#8217;t think you&#8217;d know to look at me. I haven&#8217;t been sobbing or screaming or clawing at the walls, but I&#8217;ve been pretty depressed all week, and I&#8217;ve had fever-like symptoms off and on every day. My appetite&#8217;s been weird too. I&#8217;m hoping that the reception and service Thursday and Friday will help clear my psyche.<\/p>\n<p>Perfect time to be making a four hour drive each way, huh? Luckily, I can do that completely on autopilot.<\/p>\n<p>Lots of people offered support both online and off. All I can say is that you folks are wonderful. I am absolutely blessed to have so many excellent people offering me their thoughts and prayers&#8230; that&#8217;s helped more than you can imagine.<\/p>\n<p>Rambling a bit today, and I know it, but well, I need to ramble.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I mentioned in a Friends-locked entry a few days ago that my father passed away over the weekend. I locked it because I didn&#8217;t know almost anything about the situation at the time, and because I wasn&#8217;t quite ready to share publically before I talked to all the family. They all know now, and I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[55,8,33,25],"class_list":["post-650","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","tag-family","tag-friends","tag-philosophy","tag-travel"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1xCb9-au","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/650","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=650"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/650\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=650"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=650"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gatocasa.com\/unimat\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=650"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}