Cel-e-brate Good Times, C’Mon!!
Rain got her promotion, Rain got her promotion, Rain got her promotion! I foresee more “Houses For Sale” magazines in my future (and I’m not complaining!)…
I hope my costume stuff arrives today, tomorrow at the latest… it’s not any stranger than we’ve seen at VTSFFC Halloween before, but that’s not saying much… well, I’ll get my reviews November 3rd 🙂
Rain got her promotion!
Hello, you are caller…
Number Eight! Arrggh!!
and, later…
Number Eleven! Aaarrrrrgggghhhh!!!!!!
I never even get through, usually… now I get through twice and it’s wrong both times!!!
Me thinks me betta go chill out a bit.
Mood Swingin’
Yesterday, after a day that wasn’t my favorite lately, an incredibly cool thing happened to me. Backstory: over ten years ago, some jerk stole my Canon AE-1 Program camera, probably for his drug habit. Yesterday, Rain shows me my birthday present she’d just bought on eBay. Guess what it is? It even comes with more lenses than I had!
Rain is simply the coolest person I know. I was practically bouncy for the next several hours (a rare condition for me!!)
My work today is trying hard to get my goat, but every time I start getting irritated (and it’s been several times so far today – I have a bad feeling about the day) I just think about getting to play with my camera soon, and I’m smiling again. It should bug the heck out of my co-workers.
Today I loaned Nick one of the copies of the Dirty Pair anime movie that Jerry, Rhaps, Cindy, Beth, Tony and I dubbed all those years ago: “Project: EDEN”. I hope he’ll be kind. 🙂
I wish my work phone had speed-dial. I don’t think I have a shot in Hades of winning those Rod Stewart tickets for Rain (but I will keep trying!!!)
TJ just showed me a photo of the movie-quality Imperial Stormtrooper costume he used to own, and just sold for $900. I always wanted one of those… but not that badly!
Yeah, yeah, I know… back to work.
Secrets
You would think that, having started this account, that my first thought would be, “What shall I write about?” Instead, it was “What had I better not write about?”
I hate secrets. I’m a very open person (no, really) and my first impluse in conversation is to talk about whatever is on my mind. It’s usually only after I’ve spoken for two or three sentences or so that I think, “Is it really a good idea for me to be discussing this with this person?” or “Gee, (blank) told me I shouldn’t mention this to anyone quite yet…” and I immediately have to do disaster recovery.
Over the years, I’ve tended to close up a lot, because it was the safest way to avoid those little slip-ups. The problem is, that this turns around and bites me by making me a little stand-offish to the people I know who care and who I can safely relax around.
One of my biggest challenges in my marriage has been to not shut out my loving wife. Intellectually, I know that I can trust her with anything. She has proved that to me time and time again. However, because she is everything to me, I am at my most vulnerable to her. The instinct to protect myself from that, while unnecessary and often hurtful to her, is hard to override. I think I have improved in this area since we’ve been together, but I know I still have a way to go.
I don’t need to have any secrets from Rain. One day, I may learn that there aren’t that many secrets I need to have from anybody.
